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Does this problem sound like a specific remedy??
I read through the 'graying hair' thread created by 'solitary' on here where there was a debate between a few members on here about practising homeopathy, the usual debates on here.Well how do I explain this accurately... I could identify with David's (brisbanehomeopath)position in that thread. Well I mean I projected my own feelings/delusions on him. That thread just played out my problem perfectly
Because if I were in his shoes I would feel pressure and expectation to a high level. And any comment/reply from members that I am not responding, behaving in the best way or expected way would just give me horrible anxiety. Even just a hint that I might not be would cause anxiety
Nothing causes me more anxiety than getting hints from people that I am not doing the expected, or best.
For example to give more accurate representation, in my view if David got similimum this creates pressure and expectation for him on this forum. Every behavior/interaction will be monitored by people and a slight slip up might give him away, that the similimum isnt great, because if he isnt now the best, most mature despite getting the similimum who will ever want the similimum or hold it in high regard or something like that? The similimum is supposed to make you that way. If i were in his shoes I would feel pressure in every way of how I am behaving around people. In arguments I would feel I need to act the most mature, the best because of the pressure created by people knowing I have taken the similimum and should be now mature, correct, best? Just not do bad,wrong, low stupid things. Unable to take any criticism. Criticism is a problem because of the above
Sorry about taking this member for comparison. Hope this was not inapropriate for me but it just perfectly illustrated my problem. How I am in a no win situation most of the time, because the standard is so high of how I must present myself. And in my mind there is always doubt, fear, uncertainty about how I come across to people, what do they think. And when it is the worst, when I am in my worst state than I feel really low and just in such danger.
Anyway I am caught up in my disease. I realize the idea of similimum for me is caught up with disease. It is what burnt me in the past also where I thought after I clear myself of negative past memories I will start responding in the best way always in future situations etc. This was a drive behind going on a crazy quest of trying to get cured. I pushed to hard, isolated myself and got depressed more than ever before after it did not work out as expected
Today I am not feeling that good. Dont know what to do. Not happy with 30c doses of platina.Homeopath hasnt responded for more than a week now again.
I am not in a low state but I dont feel like I can deal with every situation or cope with everything (socially I mean).. Social situations.
I hate this feeling. It was nice not having it for many months and I wasnt even aware of it
[message edited by starface on Wed, 04 Apr 2012 03:27:21 BST]
starface on 2012-04-04
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small improvements from 30c which makes it livable, and able to work, but nothing groundbraking that is going to make me go out, have friends, to school etc.
starface last decade
I took another dose of the 200c platina today. I feel good in stomach but overall not. Today I didnt work. SO it is normal that I feel depressed on those days. Difficult days.
Feel that a dose is needed.
Feel that a dose is needed.
starface last decade
Think I need a new homeopath. Cannot deal with one who does not respond at least every week. Maybe she should stick to just teaching if she has no time for clients. I am not even sure if she reads any of my short few updates I sent her sometimes.
Should not be to hard to find a competend homeopath who knows how to dose at least. I doubt I will need anything else but platina and palladium maybe... because I was always embarrassed for my parents since I started school. And I never liked my school friends to see my parents either or come to my home. Never knew why. I just felt that way.
I wished this paralyzing weakness would go away. Such a problem. I feel tired, dont do much, just sit. I have no energy to do things. But mentally I feel ok.
the 10M was most likely a problem because I took a 1M of aurum, platina & natrum muriaticum with just a day or 2 between them.and than platina 10M over it. Maybe it was all those remedies in my system? I dont know. I dont need to think about it. Platina always makes me feel good.
the paralyzing weakness feels aggravated but I am feeling less numb.think I need to go to bed
Should not be to hard to find a competend homeopath who knows how to dose at least. I doubt I will need anything else but platina and palladium maybe... because I was always embarrassed for my parents since I started school. And I never liked my school friends to see my parents either or come to my home. Never knew why. I just felt that way.
I wished this paralyzing weakness would go away. Such a problem. I feel tired, dont do much, just sit. I have no energy to do things. But mentally I feel ok.
the 10M was most likely a problem because I took a 1M of aurum, platina & natrum muriaticum with just a day or 2 between them.and than platina 10M over it. Maybe it was all those remedies in my system? I dont know. I dont need to think about it. Platina always makes me feel good.
the paralyzing weakness feels aggravated but I am feeling less numb.think I need to go to bed
starface last decade
Well after taking the 200c yesterday. Today work seemed like close to being fun at times.
those low potencies are strange. I feel aggravation more than on the higher potencies. On the higher potencies the experience of aggravation was different. It fel like something deep affected me, just that. Not my agony in stomach increasing (aggravating or such stuff) but on those low potencies I am feeling such aggravation.
I liked the higher potencies more.
those low potencies are strange. I feel aggravation more than on the higher potencies. On the higher potencies the experience of aggravation was different. It fel like something deep affected me, just that. Not my agony in stomach increasing (aggravating or such stuff) but on those low potencies I am feeling such aggravation.
I liked the higher potencies more.
starface last decade
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