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That's right. There will be confusion now - that is why remedies should never be taken together, why they should not be taken too soon after one another without proper assessment. It actually slows treatment down not speeds it up.
It seems you are a person who needs to learn from his own mistakes, rather than from someone else's. Hopefully the lessons will stick :)
It seems you are a person who needs to learn from his own mistakes, rather than from someone else's. Hopefully the lessons will stick :)
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
So yesterday night and today morning I felt the bad feelings of the BDD again. It was 50:50. I could feel them. It bothered me but there was still stability and I just picked on my face a little bit, on my nose for a minute as there is a small bump. My nose looked big again and something looked changed on my nose. It is not just my imagination though as when you pick on your nose, sometimes it swells etc. so there is change and when it heals again.
So in the morning I felt the bad feelings also, my sexual fantasy was back too. It comes when I feel tense and full of everything, when I dont feel much.
Throughout the day, the moment I got out of bed it got better again. I believe its the stability from Platina. Have not been in front of the mirror today. Just looked at myself when I woke up. I didnt like what I see. Back to the old depressive blank expression, no personality or expression visible, but I left the mirror than.
I felt my heart beating faster again when I see replies to me, which was not the case while taking platina. Although still stable I didnt feel moved by it, by what was said to me, except the comment about being a kid. Felt heart palpitations and reacted a bit.
Also when father came home could feel a bit of anxiety and had a fearful voice again.
If I were like nawaz at such old age I would rather die than live. I dont want to be childish, humiliate myself every time I open my mouth in an argument like he does (to me at least). Be so non enlightened, not wise. Those are all bad things and humiliating to me. I must never present myself in such humiliating way face to face when with people. I dont care if nawaz reads this. I just want to get better. And since Nawaz is not a person you can take seriously or have respect for. I know though whatever you see on the outside you see because it is in you... meaning that for example from my last sentence what I said about nawaz, it means I want to be taken serious and be respected. For some reason it is very important to me that I see all those holes, which could make me look not wise or unenlightened which would humiliate me. I feel like I have to know it all. And it is of great importance that I act 'high'. I am quite an argumentative person. But since it is considered low to be argumentative, unenlightened there is a bit of conflict. Will I kneel in to the need to defend myself, or take the higher way.
Homeopathy I see as the tool that could make me act and be the way I need to be, not to get healed or cured of any disease. That is not how I see it, that we have to heal any disease in me.
Nawaz commented that I seem very sick but I don't feel this to be true. I have personal problems but can function quite well, without a problem when it comes to things that aren't about me. What I mean is for example I cannot argue or defend myself but I can do so for someone else. Because its not about me than.
And the other thing could be that I am maybe a bit dramatic and give the wrong picture. I don't hate my parents. have a good relationship with my mother and with my father not so much as I am rather introverted with him. Theres a lot of past resentment from the insults and unjust but I try to see past them as I know my parents are just the way they are because of how their parents treated them.
I respect my parents in some ways but at other times some of their behaviours make me not be able to respect them. When they act low.
I don't know why I am writing this. I guess nawazkhan confused me a bit, and made me fear I am presenting myself right here totally differently from how I thought I am. That people see me differently from how I thought they did.
But Nawaz is quite a delusional person who likes to get back at people so last thing I should do is take anything from what he has to say about me as the truth
But I can sense I am getting a bit uncertain again, stability fading
[message edited by vitamin.X on Fri, 16 Sep 2011 07:10:08 BST]
So in the morning I felt the bad feelings also, my sexual fantasy was back too. It comes when I feel tense and full of everything, when I dont feel much.
Throughout the day, the moment I got out of bed it got better again. I believe its the stability from Platina. Have not been in front of the mirror today. Just looked at myself when I woke up. I didnt like what I see. Back to the old depressive blank expression, no personality or expression visible, but I left the mirror than.
I felt my heart beating faster again when I see replies to me, which was not the case while taking platina. Although still stable I didnt feel moved by it, by what was said to me, except the comment about being a kid. Felt heart palpitations and reacted a bit.
Also when father came home could feel a bit of anxiety and had a fearful voice again.
If I were like nawaz at such old age I would rather die than live. I dont want to be childish, humiliate myself every time I open my mouth in an argument like he does (to me at least). Be so non enlightened, not wise. Those are all bad things and humiliating to me. I must never present myself in such humiliating way face to face when with people. I dont care if nawaz reads this. I just want to get better. And since Nawaz is not a person you can take seriously or have respect for. I know though whatever you see on the outside you see because it is in you... meaning that for example from my last sentence what I said about nawaz, it means I want to be taken serious and be respected. For some reason it is very important to me that I see all those holes, which could make me look not wise or unenlightened which would humiliate me. I feel like I have to know it all. And it is of great importance that I act 'high'. I am quite an argumentative person. But since it is considered low to be argumentative, unenlightened there is a bit of conflict. Will I kneel in to the need to defend myself, or take the higher way.
Homeopathy I see as the tool that could make me act and be the way I need to be, not to get healed or cured of any disease. That is not how I see it, that we have to heal any disease in me.
Nawaz commented that I seem very sick but I don't feel this to be true. I have personal problems but can function quite well, without a problem when it comes to things that aren't about me. What I mean is for example I cannot argue or defend myself but I can do so for someone else. Because its not about me than.
And the other thing could be that I am maybe a bit dramatic and give the wrong picture. I don't hate my parents. have a good relationship with my mother and with my father not so much as I am rather introverted with him. Theres a lot of past resentment from the insults and unjust but I try to see past them as I know my parents are just the way they are because of how their parents treated them.
I respect my parents in some ways but at other times some of their behaviours make me not be able to respect them. When they act low.
I don't know why I am writing this. I guess nawazkhan confused me a bit, and made me fear I am presenting myself right here totally differently from how I thought I am. That people see me differently from how I thought they did.
But Nawaz is quite a delusional person who likes to get back at people so last thing I should do is take anything from what he has to say about me as the truth
But I can sense I am getting a bit uncertain again, stability fading
[message edited by vitamin.X on Fri, 16 Sep 2011 07:10:08 BST]
vitamin.X last decade
It is unfair of Nawaz to use your problems as ammunition for an attack on you. It is reprehensible behaviour.
♡ brisbanehomoeopath last decade
Hey Silicea! I really relate with your story, about the self esteem issues, the skin picking, the fear, the anxiety, and isolation. I really really do. I have been working on these issues for a really long time. I'm a female student, and I'd love to talk to you about what I've been through and what's helped for me. If you would like, please email me at teaboat77(at)yah oo (dot) com and I will email you my real student account so we can communicate. Best of luck to you!
SmokingIsBad last decade
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