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Hello, I had a dose of Gel 30 yesterday evening. Today the whole day My ear was hurting so bad, inside out. I couldn’t touch even the outer part of the ear. The pain got lowered only around 7pm today. I am not sure about the hearing yet. I can’t tell exactly how I am feeling now.
I was at a crowded place this evening and I was not able to hear good. Seemed like various sounds were buzzing all around me.
My head also was heavy, like drowsy or dizzy feeling I can’t explain that feeling here. I still feel like there is something between my ear and my brain which is blocking the outside sound going into the ear drum and to the brain. The blockage seems like thin substance. Or thin cloud like substance. Or Just like a feeling inside an ear after you get to a high altitude (you can’t hear properly)
Hope , my ear gets better soon.
Will update you further .

Hello JustSayin,
Today I felt much better.
The cloudy feeling inside the ear has decreased significantly.
My hearing has improved. It’s not 100% yet but has improved a lot more than before. Like about 50-60%. I just hope Gel will keep helping me gaining my hearing back like before.
I also feel more confident now. I don’t feel like a pathetic person now. I think I am getting positive results from Gelsemium.
My head is not as heavy. I am better than before now.


How I Prepare remedy:
I take a spoonful of liquid remedy which I prepare by dissolving one pill in a half a cup of water. I hope this is a correct way.

Thank you so much for helping me on time.
I really appreciate your kindness.

Updates from today.
This cloudy feeling inside the ear is off and on.
It bothered me today again. I couldn’t hear properly in the morning after I woke up and got little better in the daytime but again came back this evening. I don’t know if I was really better after the dosage of Gelsemium.
This really irritates me. I feel like I am becoming deaf.
I am upset. My head is heavy. I am agitated often because of this heaviness inside my head. My mind is not processing things fast enough.
Another noticeable thing is: for the past couple of months my hair has been falling a lot. I can see my scalp through my hair.
I don’t know if it is because of my menopause, or because of the strong antibiotics I had taken during my ear infection.
My daughter calls me “Helen Keller”.
My eyesight is poor and now all of a sudden I am kind of deaf, I don’t know how can I repair these things.
Do you think I should wait and watch the symptoms for few more days ?

Hello JustSayin,
I took a dose of Silicea 30 c as per your advice.
I do not know what outcome should I expect from the remedy, but
I am still not able to hear any sound from a distant, from my right ear. I still feel a blockage inside my ear and inside my head which is hindering my ability to hear. I feel this blockage starts from my inner ear to my brain.
I have been feeling depressed for the last two days as well. This depression was there before taking Selicea dosage. My head is heavy due to this sadness.
This depression could be from the frustration because of my ear problem or may be due to a reason that somebody attacked me emotionally. The person is very jealous of me and tries to attack me whenever possible, eventhough I try to ignore this behavior of the person, this impacts me as I am kind of sensitive towards humiliation. I supress the anger in this case eventhough I want to yell and stop the attacker. That person verbally abuses me.

Please help me get rid of this depression.