Stronger Potency or Better Remedy? _{Page 22 of 44}

I'm also not quite sure why remedies seem to have an effect on me instantly, I mean seconds after I take the remedy, I'm getting an effect, and just as quick as it works, it wears off just that quick and seems to have no effect after that. There's something going on with that too, just not sure what. Whether it's just because I'm so sensitive but then you'd think the effects would last much longer too. As if the remedy is doing it's job and then somewhere along the line it just disappears or something.

Found that I can view Hahnemann's MM Pura online. Interesting that in Stramonium there is mention of a lightness in the head, not sure if it's the one we're looking for though.

Was also looking at Staphysagria as it looks like it has a lot of shooting pains and also many pains in the head, pressing pains and such.

Digitalis - Feels as if the body is very light.

Just throwing things out there.

Lots of sneezing today, again from sunlight, while driving in car.

Have some itching in the right ear at the moment. Fullness in right ear. Lots of tingling in the head. Some of that trickling of energy down over my head and also sometimes feeling as if waves of energy were just going over/through my head/face.

Yes, everytime went back into the sun, my boss who I was driving with kept joking with me that it was the fresh air doing it to me, when we had the windows open, but I felt like it was the sun.

No discharges with it.

Well, it's been a couple weeks now, maybe a month or so since sneezing like that occured. Had been good for quite some time, because we've been going to other stores every week and haven't noticed anything. Can't say for sure when it stopped, but I think maybe after Natrum Mur.

As far as mental/emotional changes, I would say that other than the one episode when moved into my apartment, I haven't been feeling quite as fearful as I had been.

And I am kinda feeling like my old self again (before the incident), not feeling so much that I'm some different person that I don't know or recognize.

There are times when I feel like I'm more socialable than I usually am. And then other times when not feeling so good physically that I'm just like I always am, 'leave me alone, don't bother me,' kind of mentality.

Tough to say what has really changed. Possibly a little more of a positive outlook, seem to get frustrated just as often, but doesn't seem to eat at me for days, just a day or so.

I'm up for anything.

I tested my kits and got the toxins: NEUROTOXIN - CLOSTRIDIUM (Botulinum) - DNA - GEOPATHIC STRESS ELECTRONIC DEVICES. I tracked those to many areas of the body, particularly Metabolic (Anabolism, ATP, PYRUVIC ACID), Cellular (Lots of things involving the CELL STRUCTURE, Nucleus of the cell, the actual splitting and reproduction of the cell cytokinesis, etc.) Then it also tracked to Pineal, Thyroid, Adrenal, Brain, Neurons, Ears.

John, I only took one dose of this remedy,but within TWO SECONDS, the weight came back to my feet (this was the FIRST TIME I have EVER had that experience. The phosphorus that I took in high potency and had the experience with my feet feeling glued to the floor was much different, and looking back now I see that as a proving symptom, not an actual improvement of the symptoms), and instantly felt grounded, that feeling of not quite touching the floor was COMPLETELY gone, the rocking was reduced by 95%, normal heaviness everywhere in body, and again, noticed heaviness (good heaviness, normal heaviness) in head. This was the best I've felt yet since any remedy I've ever tried. Problem is, of course it wore off, effect didn't last, it's SOOOOOO frustrating. If I could have stayed like that I would have been happy, I mean, driving in the car felt completely normal, didn't have the sensation of going to come out of body when stopped at a light. Fear was COMPLETELY gone. No thoughts of death whatsoever. It was amazing.

So when that wore off, I rechecked and got Neurotoxin/Clostridium again, this time Nerve Damage came up with it and some metabolic again, mostly cellular, lots of Brain (particularly cerebellum) and Ears. This made some improvement, not quite as drastic as the first one.

I once read that homeopathics travel at a certain speed of like 200 and some mph through the nervous system. What if the problem is nerve damage and we're trying to feed current through a line that is broken. And we get some sparks here and there which results in improvement in symptoms, but doesn't last because the line is still broken? Metaphorically speaking.

I know my approach above is much different than that of traditional homeopathy, so it doesn't really mean much to say about this toxin or that toxin, but if I got that kind of response from it, there must be something there.

The interesting part this is the EXACT ISSUE I was working on just prior to May 8th when it was just my chronic pain I was working on. The NEUROTOXIN / Clostridium issue. I couldn't get past it and had been trying all kinds of things, so it kind of surprised me when it came up again. Same thing, pretty much tracking to exact same areas/issues, only it seems deeper now than it was before, like it's involved in a lot more metabolic/cellular processes than it was before.

Yeah, definitely feel the stuff we've been doing has been working on issues, only just feel like they are issues that are leading us around in circles almost. Like you say, still not the central issue. I'm not sure I've got any better ideas myself of what is behind this, but I'm feeling now like it's nerve damage that allowing for the psychic influence, geopathic stress to do more damage than under normal circumstances.

Have the Lachesis 30c, don't have LM1, have LM3, but don't have those bottles you mentioned that we would need to make LM1. I could just get it or use the 30C.

You know, the other thing I was thinking was that with the remedies from the kits, I've had it happen in the past where if I don't take one of those remedies for a long time, (which I hadn't been, cause I didn't want to mess up what we were trying) that the first remedy I make after a long period of not taking them seems to have a VERY powerful effect like that. But then again, usually not much response after initial dose. However, I'm thinking that maybe some of the remedies we had tried also built up my energy so that when I took this remedy I had a stronger energy and my body was more able to use my remedy from the kits to overcome the issue at hand. I know sulphur is supposed to strengthen the vital force especially to help when remedies fail to act.

Certainly willing to try Lachesis, also was thinking about Medorrhinum again the other day. Much of the heaviness that was brough back through that remedy I feel has been lost. What about dosing with that again, to see if it has any effect like last time? Or even another Miasmic Remedy to see if we can unblock the case more. I have no idea, what the best approach is, just throwing some thoughts out.

I use kinesiology to check energetically the response to the energies of contents of vials.

Let's say there is a chemical toxin that is causing harm to the liver. I have a liver vial which when I hold it, allows me to test the liver and then when I check the different toxins, if there is a particular toxin with that frequency hosted in my liver, when I touch the same toxin in one of my vials I get a weak response, because it blows a circuit in the nervous system, because the brain is saying, 'Stop the signals, we don't want this frequency, signal in the nervous system because we've already got enough of that.'

If I touch a virus vial that's not affecting my liver, I won't get a weak response because my liver isn't being weakened by that, but if it's already struggling with a toxin, touching that toxin is going to weaken it even further temporarily for testing purposes.

So I suppose that there could be problems with this testing if there is indeed problems with my nervous system, not responding properly anyway. It seems very accurate when I do it for other people, suppose mental interference could come into play too. It just seems like there's somethign to it when I get a response from a remedy like that.

Am pretty sure I had all my vaccinations when younger.

Was on antibiotics for WAY too long, years. Wish I would have known better.

Then took Accutane/Isotretinoin for severe acne, and felt like my health went down hill drastically after that remedy. When my chronic pain started, I blamed that medicine for a lot of my ills, just felt like I was never the same after it.

It suppressed my sweating for years. I was always a big sweater and completely stopped sweating on the face in particular and most of the body. Has gotten better.

Also, it cured my acne, or so I thought, now from what I've learned, I know that all it did was suppress it. So if there was a severe case of acne and all of a sudden it just goes away through the use of a medicine, it means it must have created issues elsewhere.

So we could also look at SUPPRESSION as part of my picture. Suppression of sweat, of eruptions, acne.

John, had an interesting dream last night about someone posting a response to me on this site about north pole/south pole and how it affects me or how it relates to my condition and also someone told me to take the remedy Veratrum Album. Don't remember what potency was suggested.

I'm thinking that possibly food allergies could be blocking case. My testing allergy vials, getting almost everything coming up as an allergy. Nutritional counselor was going to for years for my chronic pain felt it was all related to digestion/liver.

Also since Nat Mur, lots of flatulence.

Okay, have Phos Acid 30c on hand (had it prior to May 8th though, so not sure if I should use that or get another one). Yeah, sometimes I think I have a natural tendency to be out of body because I'm too sensitive for LIFE period. Too sensitive for this world. Don't have the normal protection that most people have against energies, whether it be someone who's having a bad day or a place where there was a fight a week ago, it all affects.

Something else with my new apartment, the people next door smoke and I get it right in my windows. Too hot to leave them shut. When I was at home it was my parents having people spray around the exterior of property to get rid of ants and stuff. So no matter where I go or what I do there's always going to be something that I can't escape that's going to have a huge detriment to my being alive here on earth. It's so frustrating, and probably one of the reasons why people like me have a hard time getting well, because there's too many things in their environment that cause issues. When you react to everything, there's always something blocking the case. Gets back to my feeling like I don't belong here in this world or that this life is just not for me or something.

If it doesn't matter what time of day to take it, I can take it later today.

Also laying head down on pillow, flow of saliva is even worse, more increased. It's almost as if I had a drunk a huge glass of water and I had it all in my mouth and was letting it pour out. Ive never had that much saliva before (well, this started after May 8th).

So the old remedies that I've been keeping in my car you think I should just throw them away? Yeah, I kind of messed up by putting some of the newer remedies that I've purchased along with the older ones (the ones that I purchased when I was still at home, before moving to apartment, like the Phos 12C, Meddorhinum 30c). Have kept others separate since and have kept order from Ainsworth separate too.

Keep wondering though what may have brought this tendency on even before I was involved with this stuff. It's really been as long as I can remember where I have felt like something was out to get me, even before I believed in psychic energies or got involved in dowsing/muscle testing.

Okay, I understand what you're saying. Best to err on the side of too cautious. I guess for now I'll just keep them out of the house and separate. Since I've got hundreds of remedies I hate to throw them out just yet. But will if it seems necessary.

Interesting, just realized it was 2:00 and haven't eaten yet today (other than breakfast this morning), started feeling hungry, but wasn't feeling as bad as usual from not having eaten yet.