Stronger Potency or Better Remedy? _{Page 39 of 44}

Slept in really late this morning, and then had breakfast late, probably waited too long, cause I'm really feeling 'low blood sugarish.' I find that the longer I wait to eat the worse it gets, like eating doesn't always make it better. If I eat right away as soon as I start to feel that way then it helps. But if i have the low blood sugar symptoms for too long then it takes a while for the symptoms to improve and I usually have to eat a lot more for symptoms to subside than if I eat early. Obviously the best situation is to eat even before symptoms come on.

Can't say that I notice a difference as far as my sensitivity to geopathic stress though.

My mom and especially my grandma (my mom's mom) are both obsessive about washing hands. The other day when I was at my grandmas I think I washed my hands 5 times in 1/2 an hour and she was so happy. (Not that I don't wash my hands, but I don't feel the need to wash them every five minutes like they do).

Geopathic stress seems to have a weakening effect on me in a way that's hard to describe, not really like a physical weakness, an energetic weakness. Yet sometimes I can even have perspiration on my hands from geopathic stress. I'm very sensitive at times to even talking on a cordless phone or cell phone. Also there is generally an increase in electrical current sensation in the body (head and feet primarily) and a feeling as if my energy were limited/deficient. Removing myself from the item, whatever it may be helps, but generally takes awhile for me to start feeling stronger again.

Unable to sleep tonight. I was soo tired 2 hours ago when I went to goto sleep that I could barely keep my eyes open, even the effort walking to my room to goto sleep I could hardly stay awake, then I lay down and it's like something happens, some kind of energetic change (not sure what happened, but I got lighter, sensations of warmth/heat as well as sensation of energy moving down to my lower body - legs and feet) as soon as I lay down and now I'm wide awake and just can't sleep.

But this happens to me so often that I can barely stay awake, I can practically be falling over and walking into walls because I'm so tired, and then I lay down to sleep and I'm wide awake.

Finally got to sleep around 4:00. Had a dream that I was in this new job and something happened, I really hated it and I quit. And I don't remember who I talked to, but somebody said something to the effect of why don't you just stop looking for a job you like and just do what you do like, what you know makes you happy.

Then there was another part of the dream where I was looking at this remedy bottle and it was Tuberculinum. And the indications were specific for me, it said that after taking this remedy it would remove the block that will open up Divine Appointments, Synchronistic Events & Circumstances, that Fate would be on my side, luck would follow me etc. I can't remember what else was indicated as far as my health or anything.

Still feeling like I'm not physical, like the chemical makeup of my body has been altered or something. Mostly I think because of the sensation of energy/electrical current running through my body, and then the feeling of floating inside my body as if I were some gaseous substance or something. Same old same old, nothing new.

P.S. Floating / Rocking / Swaying it's all the same thing, just use different words at different times, then of course the feeling lighter than normal.

And usually on days when I'm worse, if I stand with feet apart, planted firmly on the ground and I shift my weight back and fourth between left leg and right leg it seems like I can make the floor move, like the floor itself is moving when I do that.

Since things have settled down the other day, definite increase in sexual desire. I really didn't even realize how greatly it was reduced until it came back.

I think 'Undulating' is one of the words I've been looking for to corectly describe the strange rocking/swaying and sensations that I have.

Well, just awareness of, like not just at night, all throughout day. Sexual tension. Whatever you want to call it.

I just have a feeling like the sexual energy is not going to support the life force. Like it's there, but not the way it should be.

Way back to the works of Napoleon Hill, Hill talked about the trasmutation of sex energy to carry out your life purpose. Like that energy translates into motivation, action, interest in life. But in my case I feel like it's there, but still the apathy, not having any motivation to do anything. I don't know, not quite sure how to say it.

Several bosses came into work this afternoon. Two from the company I work for. And they recently started a franchise with another company and so they had the regional manager from that company here. And I don't know what it was about him, but he just had this really strong energy or something, I had so much nervous energy in my stomach that I was getting cramps (so bad to the point I thought I was gonna throw up). My stomach was just really carrying on, and felt horrible. And I had been feeling fine until they came.

Mostly a cutting type of pain. Again a feeling as having lots of gas build up. Going to bathroom, just wind, not actually flatulence. Felt better after.

My dad with his stomach problems, had a camera inside his stomach to get pictures and he's got all these air bubbles (I saw them because he showed me the picture).

Head is very light (as well as rest of body), again with the feeling like the head is not there, or like it's invisible, missing, gone, no head attached to body etc. Same as usual. Lots of twitchings in muscles as if the muscles were trying to relax.

Pain again in the left kidney, with some stomach cramp/nausea. Muscle aches. Same spot in left arm, muscle is sore.

Also when first started having all the kidney pains, noticed that my urine was much darker too. Lasted only two days and was normal, now its been darker again with the kidney pains.

Unless you strongly object, I would like to take something (non-homeopathic) for my kidneys. Just a supplement to help support. I don't like all the pains I'm having in the kidney regions. It was really bad last night.

Also seems like heat in the body is worse at night when I goto sleep. Like last night, I had the pains in the kidneys and heat and just felt like something viral without the generalized aches all over the body.

Last night there was also a lot more tingling in the face than anywhere else. Have had tingling in the face before, but it just seemed like it was a lot more than usual, and moreso than in my head.

This morning, have lots of tingling in my feet (electrical current sensation) and just feeling really strange, like the fullness of my head is lower and it's down to where my neck starts, so my neck feels fuller in the back and my head feels light or not there.

Salty,

Thanks for the suggestion, prior to the Lachesis I took Phos-Ac.

Unless there's a drainage remedy I could take for the kidneys. I'm not so sure this kidney stuff is really new, cause whenever I went to the nutritional counselor who did the urine/saliva testing she would always tell me kidney/adrenals were weak/stressed, I just never had symptoms like this before.

Also I've had a sort of goosebump/chill type feeling on the top of my head. You know, almost like when you have this eerie feeling and your hair stands up on end. I'm sure I've had that at some point in my life too. Just thought I would mention it cause I've noticed it a couple times now.

Having diarrhea again, I guess things haven't totally settled down afterall.

Definitely feeling like this is all acute stuff (clearing). Also, a lot of people around here (not just work, family etc.) have been sick and throwing up and stuff, so there might be a mixture of stomach/diarrhea and issues not even related to the remedy. I feel like Lachesis had a good response, so I'm thinking maybe to wait till all this settles down and try again. But that's just my thinking.