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Also, been thinking about good response to remedy that I took and the Phos-Ac 30c and thinking that possibly because it was taken after Sulphur that that could be the reason for the good reaction since Sulphur from I understand does build up/strengthen the vital force.
homeopathyguy last decade
Also have noticed the sensation again (been maybe two months or so since last noticed) where I feel like I'm going to lose my vision, like it's going to disappear, not clear if this is vision problem strictly from the eyes themselves or the whole visual consciousness/senses, because it does seem connected with lightness of the body and particularly lightness of the head. And did seem to be worse late last night, the more tired I got. But again, had similar sensations before when staying at parents.
homeopathyguy last decade
I'm feeling like most of the things coming up are things after May 8th, things that I had previously experienced and went away after other remedies and are now coming back, but not sure.
homeopathyguy last decade
♡ John Stanton last decade
Well, I just mean that some of the previous remedies we've tried, you know how we've seen stuff coming out that has been going on my whole life? Well, with the Phos-Ac it seems like it's only symptoms or mostly symptoms that have come only since May 8th. Like with the feeling more out of body at 5:00, the rocking/swaying, lightness of body etc. All those things were after May 8th and it seems like those are the things that have been worsened by the remedy.
homeopathyguy last decade
Was watching some episodes of '24' before bed last night. And then had some dreams that I was being chased. I did manage to escape, primarily the scenes were around where I went to elementary school and town where I grew up. And at one point I remember hiding under water to escape the guys who were after me. And did it without any problems despite how much I dislike having my face under water.
So once again dream triggered by what I was thinking about before I went to bed.
So once again dream triggered by what I was thinking about before I went to bed.
homeopathyguy last decade
I've been thinking, it's interesting that the Phos-Ac 30C, first sensation was in feet. 200c, first sensation was in feet. I was expecting it to have a similar effect as the 30c, that of bringing fullness again to the feet and thus feeling grounded like the 30c, but instead it increased the electrical current sensation in the feet, but still started the same place, just not sure why similar improvement at first was not noticed.
homeopathyguy last decade
Something else came to mind today out the blue, how even years back, when I wasn't even a teenager yet, I was afraid of touching things that other people touched, fearing getting AIDS. I was somewhat paranoid about it. Had totally forgotten that until just now.
homeopathyguy last decade
I think that my mom had a lot of fear when she had me, not so bad with my brother and translates to the way she treated him differently too, but with me I believe there was lots of fear as I was her first child. And thinking back I can remember having lots of fears about things, whether it was fear of trying something new or fears at night on going to sleep.
In fact many times my parents had to force me to do things, or so they've told me all these years how they always have to back me into a corner to get me to do anything because even as a child I would never want to try anything without being pushed to do it. And feel that fear could be a part of that. Fear of failure, rejection, death, etc.
In fact many times my parents had to force me to do things, or so they've told me all these years how they always have to back me into a corner to get me to do anything because even as a child I would never want to try anything without being pushed to do it. And feel that fear could be a part of that. Fear of failure, rejection, death, etc.
homeopathyguy last decade
And then many times I think there was fear that I wouldn't get approval from my parents on things. Fear they aren't going to like what I do, fear they won't agree, fear of what they are going to say if I do this or that, fear what they are going to say if I don't do this or that etc. I would say there must have been a huge impact because for a child to be so full of fears, serious, taking on adult thinking/issues, isn't quite normal.
homeopathyguy last decade
Fear of AIDS in particular, I guess there was some parental influence, but I don't think it was totally that. I just had these various fears about things and lots of vague fears/apprenhensions in general as a child as mentioned above. It could also be because I thought about death a lot and AIDS was like (at least to me back then) the ultimate death sentence.
homeopathyguy last decade
Another thought occured to me, that what I'm experiencing now is actually a more physical manifestation of the mentals that have been going on for years. Example, years and years back when I would be thinking about death and I would often have that far away, in a dream, is life real type feeling and often that's when I would be thinking about death, but anyway, there would be times where I would be doing something and all of a sudden the thought of death would come to mind and it would be as if my world stopped, like does life cease, does everything just stop? Whereas before it seemed like it was mental thought processes, now it seems like I sometimes have physical experiences to match those mental processes if that makes sense. Not 100% sure on this, but just a thought that occured to me. I think we're dealing with something very very deep rooted. What I'm still not sure yet.
I just read an article where someone said their Psychology Professor once said that there is no such thing as FEAR OF DEATH, only FEAR of Life, so it could be a fear to be fully in my body, to fully experience life, to really be here, and live that keeps me kind of detatched or dissaciated/depersonalization or whatever you want to call it and now since May 8th it just went to even greater degree of this derealization, greater fear of being in the body from the emotional trauma that occured on May 8th.
I just read an article where someone said their Psychology Professor once said that there is no such thing as FEAR OF DEATH, only FEAR of Life, so it could be a fear to be fully in my body, to fully experience life, to really be here, and live that keeps me kind of detatched or dissaciated/depersonalization or whatever you want to call it and now since May 8th it just went to even greater degree of this derealization, greater fear of being in the body from the emotional trauma that occured on May 8th.
homeopathyguy last decade
I had another thought too. What if everything that we're seeing is a smoke screen for the deeper issue which we've discussed before I think, but what I'm thinking is what if the smoke screen is acting as a block to getting to the deeper issue, almost like creating such chaos to prevent getting to the deeper issue. And what if the real issue is so deep that it would require a potent remedy like 10M or higher, and what if use of lower potencies aren't enough to get past this block or even give enough indication as to it being the right remedy because of the smoke screen layer so to speak that creates all this chaos to prevent reaching the deeper layer or discovering the deeper layer. The problem being that use of high potency remdies unless we're sure it's EXACTLY the remedy needed would definitely not be good in my case given my sensitivity.
Almost like a stone in a fruit, you have to go through the outside layers to get to the stone, but what if as you were eating the outside of the fruit to get to the stone that the peach would grow back and you could never get to the middle. And let's say the stone was feeding the outside so it could protect itself. So you would never get there. But if you could go deep enough, fast enough to bypass the outside and get straight to stone you would take away the foundation of the chaos that is appearing on the outside.
Difficult to explain, but basically I feel like everything being dealt with is just a chaos layer of the body that's there to deter from finding the root problem. Get so caught up in all the surface stuff that's going on that it's impossible to see the real cause.
Almost like a stone in a fruit, you have to go through the outside layers to get to the stone, but what if as you were eating the outside of the fruit to get to the stone that the peach would grow back and you could never get to the middle. And let's say the stone was feeding the outside so it could protect itself. So you would never get there. But if you could go deep enough, fast enough to bypass the outside and get straight to stone you would take away the foundation of the chaos that is appearing on the outside.
Difficult to explain, but basically I feel like everything being dealt with is just a chaos layer of the body that's there to deter from finding the root problem. Get so caught up in all the surface stuff that's going on that it's impossible to see the real cause.
homeopathyguy last decade
Still feel like a remedy needed to match the trauma on May 8th is needed. But no clue what.
Have you ever watched a movie or tv show where they hold someoone prisoner in a room or are with an invisible force field and they try to break out and you see how there hands/body gets shocked when it hits that forcefield, like that buzzing shock sensation when you contact it.
Well back after May 8th when I had the feeling of being attacked I had that sensation, or had that type of feeling as if that shock sensation were affecting my mangetic field/aura or whatever, like something was hitting it. Weakening it.
Then also during the times when I feel like I'm going to come out of my body where I feel like I get that sensation too, like the part of me inside my body is bouncing around hitting that force field around my body and when I hit it, I get shocked, and it's that shock that keeps me in my body, that doesn't let me come out of it.
Check out the interesting case where someone was struck by lightning.
http://www.lyghtforce.com/HomeopathyOnline/issue2/cases.html...
Have you ever watched a movie or tv show where they hold someoone prisoner in a room or are with an invisible force field and they try to break out and you see how there hands/body gets shocked when it hits that forcefield, like that buzzing shock sensation when you contact it.
Well back after May 8th when I had the feeling of being attacked I had that sensation, or had that type of feeling as if that shock sensation were affecting my mangetic field/aura or whatever, like something was hitting it. Weakening it.
Then also during the times when I feel like I'm going to come out of my body where I feel like I get that sensation too, like the part of me inside my body is bouncing around hitting that force field around my body and when I hit it, I get shocked, and it's that shock that keeps me in my body, that doesn't let me come out of it.
Check out the interesting case where someone was struck by lightning.
http://www.lyghtforce.com/HomeopathyOnline/issue2/cases.html...
homeopathyguy last decade
we would like it be so easily placed before us and be done with and move on with our lives--but i havent come across healing as so easy..perhaps some have ..dont know the real of that...there are cratin things ne can do for themselves which help--and certain things which one can do that hurt....we would wonder why any of would choose somethon detremental to our health--why we would maitian a very patern that is disruptive to path to cure..we preach exercise ;good food;good envirement;brething proper;being good people...etc...yet still the underlying ill exist and shows itself no matter what circumstance is presented--soem choose eevry modality that gives well feeling and emphasizes this--still the ill exists--so question is -can an ill being -have a thought which is not tainted in some way by theeir illness? and if able to then are we wrong thinking that whole being is effected? whole being except mind? and if mind is effceted,then can the ill actually trust theie decisions ?there thoughts?theri choices that will save them from their plight? and what of the healer? allsame questions apply......it becomes a circle;a web of our own device....why does one notice the garbage along the highway?and another the flowers? why does one empasize their ill health ?as another takes no mind? somwewhere in this the individual need take new course--often it is the envirement of the mind that needs to occur..so how does one do this? how does one step outside their eenvirement of their own mind? so as to see clearly the true ill? if even it is possible...or not....this is where we are at --we need get you to take on new task--new 'doing'--so as give chance of stepping outside the routine pattern of mind--and as the ill will mongrel to this also--but we need new background --so as watch this ill--show in another way...a new batleground so to speak....i sggest --from this point --you make a sincere 'doing' of geting out 2 times a day--waliking --to anywhere--just walk--stat with 30minutes in morning and in evening..just doit and lets see what comes --lets see how the disease moulds to this...no need be fast walk --no need be continuous--stop lok around----just get out --focus on clam breath and let legs do the rest..
♡ John Stanton last decade
You know, when you first mentioned exercise and asked if there was a positive change in that direction I almost told you about something else instead, but didn't, figured you were looking for a change in that specific area.
But, there has been a positive change in the respect of keep my apartment cleaner or at least being more active in that respect.
I think much of this is inherited, not that I can put the blame totally elsewhere though, but my grandmother used to be depressed and leave her dishes build up in her sink to the point of mold growing all over the place. She would have stacks and stacks of dishes piled up in the sink and not touch them.
I was the same way. Sure at first I would be all motivated to try to keep my place clean, but after a few weeks it would pass off. So I've seen a change in that respect as far as wanting to keep the sink clean, not let garbage pile up, take out trash, clean bathroom etc.
I think those things kind of go with Sulphur, not taking care of oneself in the day to day tasks.
But, there has been a positive change in the respect of keep my apartment cleaner or at least being more active in that respect.
I think much of this is inherited, not that I can put the blame totally elsewhere though, but my grandmother used to be depressed and leave her dishes build up in her sink to the point of mold growing all over the place. She would have stacks and stacks of dishes piled up in the sink and not touch them.
I was the same way. Sure at first I would be all motivated to try to keep my place clean, but after a few weeks it would pass off. So I've seen a change in that respect as far as wanting to keep the sink clean, not let garbage pile up, take out trash, clean bathroom etc.
I think those things kind of go with Sulphur, not taking care of oneself in the day to day tasks.
homeopathyguy last decade
Also, in regards to what you touched on earlier. I was discussing with a friend awhile back why one person in their 80's their natural tendency is to be motivated and energetic, they just naturally feel it. Not that they don't struggle some days, but generally they have that tendency. Whereas there are people half their age who don't have the same level of motivation. And it's easy for the person who is motivated and spunky to say to the person who is not, you need to be motivated, but when you don't naturally FEEL that. How can you act on something that you don't feel at your core? And why do some people have that natural motivation while others do not.
homeopathyguy last decade
anyway think it over..if can muster up enough to get envolved in walking --will be of interest-your respnse
♡ John Stanton last decade
Interesting dream last night. Went to see this one doctor and I was talking with him and all of a sudden I started having a major increase in the rocking back and fourth and other symptoms and this doctor is one who has been trying to convince me to try something called Braingym (specific exercises for certain parts of the Brain - supposed to help clear emotional trauma at the cellular level). So anyway, he does this on me and WOW, like right away the mental aspect, the fear left me, and I felt really really good mentally/emotionally and I remember saying to him, 'This is amazing, I still have the symptoms, the rocking, but I'm not afraid. I don't have the emotional fears and stuff that go along with it.
Many months back, can't remember if I was in Indiana or not, but I had this dream where I was in a classroom and my body started floating all around the room, I couldn't stop it, out of my control, I mean it was literally as if it was a balloon that was filled with air and somebody let go and the balloon flies around the room. Well I remember in the dream that the teacher got upset at me for disrupting the class or something I don't remember, even though she said it wasn't my fault and that it was some kind of Nitrogen imbalance that was causing it.
Many months back, can't remember if I was in Indiana or not, but I had this dream where I was in a classroom and my body started floating all around the room, I couldn't stop it, out of my control, I mean it was literally as if it was a balloon that was filled with air and somebody let go and the balloon flies around the room. Well I remember in the dream that the teacher got upset at me for disrupting the class or something I don't remember, even though she said it wasn't my fault and that it was some kind of Nitrogen imbalance that was causing it.
homeopathyguy last decade
♡ John Stanton last decade
Well, maybe a little, but it's really hard when you feel like part of you is moving all over the place and you know you're not moving and you constantly have a feeling like you're going to separate from your body 24/7. And it's almost to the point now where it's so engrained in my mind from thinking about it every second of every day that it would be hard to heal this if the mental has to heal before the physical. I feel like the physical needs to heal so I can feel better mentally, but unfortunately the reverse is probably most true. And even when I'm busy and working on things it's still there in the background.
Oh and my dream it wasn't rocking or swaying it was actually where the room had started spinning around like a true vertigo. But I've never had that before.
Last night I remember having a really interesting dream, but the minute I woke up I couldn't remember it. I knew it was important when I was dreaming it and I was even at the point like, 'Okay, I remember this and I'm going to remember it when I wake up.' But I didn't.
Past couple days been waking up with a stuffy nose or congested like sinus congestion or something which I had prior to May 8th.
Oh and my dream it wasn't rocking or swaying it was actually where the room had started spinning around like a true vertigo. But I've never had that before.
Last night I remember having a really interesting dream, but the minute I woke up I couldn't remember it. I knew it was important when I was dreaming it and I was even at the point like, 'Okay, I remember this and I'm going to remember it when I wake up.' But I didn't.
Past couple days been waking up with a stuffy nose or congested like sinus congestion or something which I had prior to May 8th.
homeopathyguy last decade
Also, several times now where I've noticed that I'm heavier and feel like I'm starting to feel more normal and then a few minutes later (the heaviness lasting maybe only 2 or 3 minutes) the lightness comes back again. It's almost like something is trying very hard to maintain this state of lightness. Not sure if it's my body or what. Almost as if I'm trying to hold onto something that I can't have. But I'm not fully convinced I can't have it.
homeopathyguy last decade
Pain in the back under left shoulder blade has been bad again, very bad yesterday, even started on the right side too. Burning type pain and was coming through to the front again. Yesterday was very agonizing and getting to the point where I felt like I was going to have to take something for it, but didn't. Better this morning, but seems like it gets worse as day goes on. Phos-Ac definitely brought that out, cause it started after the 30c dose and has been pretty constant ever since.
homeopathyguy last decade
feeling heavier--coming and going--when last time happened? when prior to that time?
lets cover this pain -shoulder baldes-under---what i sthe exact history of this pain (prior to ph-ac dose)?
lets cover this pain -shoulder baldes-under---what i sthe exact history of this pain (prior to ph-ac dose)?
♡ John Stanton last decade
I would say the heaviness/lightness alternating has been worse since in my apartment and was the same way when I was alone in my apartment in Indiana. But happened at my parents too, so I don't know. It's definitely been happening since Indiana though, so if I had to guess, somewhere around October/November 2005. So basically since the May 8th incident. And most of the time it's lightness, so it's only once in awhile that I feel like I'm starting to get heavier and then immediately lightness after that. I noticed it in the shower this morning, where I starting to feel heavier and then just like that I got really light.
The pain under the right scapula (it was originally right side, even though it's left side now, the left side had never bothered me like this, it was only the right side normally) being bad somewhere around when my chronic pain started which would be around January 98. Now, what I can't remember is if I had it before then and I'm sorta thinking I did. Which would put us back to possibly Summer of 97 when I was still on Accutane/High Dose Vitamin A and the Naturopath I was seeing at the time was thinking Liver/Gallbladder related. My health went rapidly down hill after I took Accutane (horrible pains in the back, area of the kidneys, one time to the point of being on my hands and knees crying in pain, joints got dry and started cracking, popping, joint pains, depression, nausea, stopped sweating, feeling of heaviness as of congestion in the body. My hands would turn bright red when I let them hang down, somebody asked me one time if I had problems with cholesterol or was on medication for it, definitely affected something circulatory, started getting spider veins, had some headaches).
The pain under the right scapula (it was originally right side, even though it's left side now, the left side had never bothered me like this, it was only the right side normally) being bad somewhere around when my chronic pain started which would be around January 98. Now, what I can't remember is if I had it before then and I'm sorta thinking I did. Which would put us back to possibly Summer of 97 when I was still on Accutane/High Dose Vitamin A and the Naturopath I was seeing at the time was thinking Liver/Gallbladder related. My health went rapidly down hill after I took Accutane (horrible pains in the back, area of the kidneys, one time to the point of being on my hands and knees crying in pain, joints got dry and started cracking, popping, joint pains, depression, nausea, stopped sweating, feeling of heaviness as of congestion in the body. My hands would turn bright red when I let them hang down, somebody asked me one time if I had problems with cholesterol or was on medication for it, definitely affected something circulatory, started getting spider veins, had some headaches).
homeopathyguy last decade
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